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    November 24

    回家的心情

    写了一整天的论文,我想大脑应该休息下吧.
    每次回家之前,事情总是非常的多而混乱.
    记得第一年去北京的时候,那时候要回家的感觉简直就是归心似箭.
    早早的就把东西全都收拾好
    最后一门考试之前就把行李提前放到宿舍楼下的传达室,准备一考完就走人,连宿舍的门都不想再踏进一步.
    后来,越来越没有这种感觉了.
    在北京呆久了,觉得回家是件很方便的事,想回家的时候我就买好两张机票就往家跑一趟.
    再久一点,觉得反而是北京好,竟然真有那种第二故乡的感觉了.
    反而是现在,
    身在加拿大,眼看着回家的日子一天天临近,
    我却说不上是什么感觉.
    归心似箭,有点,因为回家还真的不是件容易的事.
    光是大签小签我就折腾了三次,
    机票提前三个月就定好了,
    东西提前一个月就买齐了,
    行李也收拾好了,
    学校的出入境证明也开过来了.
    一切都安排妥当了.
    却觉得还少了什么.
    我想,应该是害怕.
    我害怕回家之后和亲人朋友的那种想法上的差异和隔阂,
    我害怕回家之后希望和实际的落差,
    我害怕回家之后故乡变的陌生,
    我害怕回家之后想要做很多事情却不知道该怎么做.
    回家的感觉真是很奇怪呢.
     
     

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    Apr. 25
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    也许随便 wrote:
    爱在哪里 家在哪里 以后估计是跟自己的男人回家了:)
    Nov. 27
    _Lee Deislerwrote:
      没错。 近乡情怯 
     
    Nov. 26
    wrote:
    不要怕,你娘是老师,会教你的
    Nov. 24
    Yangwrote:
    能回家多好啊,没什么好怕的,不会有太陌生的感觉,很多人甚至都不想回来了~~
    Nov. 24
    Susan Zhuowrote:
    同2楼的力前啊,女人,你是我的姐妹,你是我的BABY,快回来,想死你了呢.有一天,我们长大了,于是带着各自的男人回家,哈哈.
    Nov. 24
    LQ 叶wrote:
    我就想起来鲁迅的《故乡》
    你不要和我“隔绝到这地步”啊~
    Nov. 24
    Tracywrote:
    近乡情更怯......
    Nov. 24

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